Jenowade Designs Portfolio

11/14/2025

03/03/2025

Happy Birthday Jodie Jodie Lynkeechow My brother and I surprised my cousin for her 50th by showing up together at her party!

12/25/2024

Celebrating my 13th year on Facebook. Thank you for your continuing support. I could never have made it without you. 🙏🤗🎉

10/30/2024

Lol! I Love people despite who they are. I'm happy my wealthy Jewish mentor doesn't check up on me anymore- he may actually not be alive anymore... the last time he vanished Like this I went to his house and found him immobile at home sitting in a chair- hair and nails outgrown. So I bathed him and cut his hair.... Do you think he remembered that gesture? Me ignoring him expressing how embarrassed he was? Probably not. Me trimming the hairs from his ears and nose? Probably not... There were so many times that he listened to me complain about some struggle.... then I realized most of my complaints came back to money. A simple solution- Simple for him but not for poor little me, But there was never an attempt to Truly help. Then my mentor lost his friend Sue... Sue got my Art into shows in Rockaway Artist Alliance- she loved my work... So when Sue died and left over 100 thousand Dollars to My Mentor who was already wealthy, that he would "bless me" with something... He made me aware in not so many terms he planned to take that money to the grave or leave it for his Nephew and Niece who I can never remember ever coming to see him or ever spend time with him.
JEWS are faithful to their Bloodline financially even when they have ZERO relationship. That must be one of the secrets.
I don't regret any of the knowledge and amazing time I spent with my Mentor, knowledge can never be lost but I see that we don't ascribe Value to people in the same way. I KNOW I would not want my loved ones to struggle. Karma got me in the end I know but I am seeing everyone for who they have been and what they really value the most. I value people and relationships... So many people I have shared time with was only faithful to money. Retrospect is 20/20 they say.... you can see everything clearly once it's far behind you in the rear view.
Sad I can't get some of that time back tho...
"Memories don't live like people do" Maybe I should write a book called "weekends with Doug" or "when Dad was There" to make some of these relationships enrich the next person thru fiction. One thing is for sure, I am bored and was never meant to slave for people- this will NEVER feel natural to me... this false American dream reserved for Breeders. Us NON-breeders need to look out for each other. What an unnatural existence gains you I guess. Whatever. God still got me! I continue to see the shortcomings of these terrestrial Creatures and rolling Fathers. God still provides for me... maybe one if these Jews and successful Family members will purchase a painting from me. So many empty promises but I started to believe people when they told me who they were a while ago. This journey for me has been rich- this has been the most boring part of it at present doing this adult monotonous filth. I hope to leave this crap for more adventurous or Artistic endeavors to save my sanity.