12/15/2023
There’s a man that had a family consisting of a wife and grown children. He acted like he was, if not happy, then satisfied with his life. But his wife thought differently. She often felt that he thought that she was stupid, but he found that he had to almost constantly, dodge her inquisitive and pointed questions. She then had a Quick Look at some of his accounts on his phone. It was a hard punch to her stomach. He didn’t share any of what was on there with her, including the 4 dating sights! And with some contemplation, she could think of at least 2 occasions that he went out with someone, because he had flimsy, VERY flimsy excuses. And she felt sick. She threw some pointed questions his way, only for him to lie lie lie. She hated lies. Sooo very much. But, she felt that she needed more information before she made a decision on what to do. She’s been with this man for decades, but being older didn’t change the fact that she loves him, and still felt passionate with him intimately. She had been true to him all these years. And even though she was now handicapped, she was still a devoted wife and mother. But she wasn’t sure if he’d be with her much longer, his having packing lists, airline points, and luggage stores on his “want to go “ list on google maps, with a few other fun little goodie’s. It sure looked as though he was just bidding his time. But what to do? He was a part of her. She couldn’t breathe with just the thought of separating from him. Though now, along with all that, she was starting to get angry. It was only a small spark, but day by day, it grew. Was he going to leave her, or would she beat him to the punch, and legally separate from him? She still felt frozen in her thoughts about it. So much conflicting emotions, thoughts, images. Oh for f..kes sake. What am I gonna do? Sh.t f..k! Damn! Bad, I know, but it needed to be said. Or, I just needed to say it. Same thing, I guess.
Thanks y’all. I really needed to get that out. I will post again when things happen, change. I do still feel nauseous. Sh.t F..k Damn !!