01/04/2026
身為以創作維生的人
我們會費盡心力、花很多時間
在找尋自己的聲音
當你終於感受到真實的自己
又難以避免進入自我懷疑
內心不斷地反覆
上一秒還在覺得自己表現得很不錯
下一秒，又覺得自己像一個冒牌者
這些年反覆這樣的過程，已像是一種常態
所謂的進步
是進出這些狀態的切換時長
對我來說
每當又站在自我懷疑的十字路口時
最能拉回平靜的方式是
感受自己是否有感覺戴著面具
只要能更靠近一點沒有偽裝的自在
內心就能更平靜一些
接受不被每個人欣賞並不難
難受的是
我們失去了
相信會有人愛真實的自己的信任
願我們能持續保持信任
遠離小我給的爛建議
🌚 來自最性感女子監獄Litchfield的小小智慧 🖤
🌚 A little wisdom from OITNB 🖤
When you make a living as a creator, you spend years trying to find your own voice. And just when you start to feel like you’ve finally found something real, the self-doubt creeps back in.
It’s a constant loop:
one minute you’re on top of the world, and the next, you feel like a total impostor.
I’ve realized that "progress" isn't about making the doubt disappear, but about how quickly you can move through it.
For me, whenever I find myself at that crossroads again, I ask myself:
“Am I being real right now, or am I wearing a mask?”
The closer I get to my raw, unfiltered self, the more peace I find.（even just a tiny bit)
The hard part isn't accepting that not everyone will like you; it’s losing the faith that anyone could love the real you.
May we keep that faith alive and ignore the sh*tty advice from our egos.
